Oh, let's see....
Pain?
Yeah, I have lots of it. Mostly in my jaw on the right side. Only because I have a tooth that is infected and I have no way of getting it taken out. You know, shitty job (which I have mentioned before), no insurance, no money. You get the idea.
Suffering?
Yeah. That's me right now. You know, it is pretty sad when not even nicotine can overcome the pain I am in right now.
Dreams?
Yeah. About that. Lately I have been having this dream being rich (HAHAHA!) and getting a red dragon tattoo on my back, neck, arms side and stomach. For you that don't get what I mean, the head of the dragon is facing right on my neck, the body of the dragon on my back, with the tail wrapping itself around my side onto my stomach with the tip hitting the edge of my belly button, the wings of the dragon going down my arms with the tips hitting my middle knuckle. Yeah it may sound weird to you, but I LOVE the idea.
Well that's it for now. Will write again soon, hopefully.
Friday, January 26, 2007
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Ding Dong Christmas is Gone, Long Live Boredom and stress!
I dont know where to start......
First of all, I'm stuck on night shift where I have to clean up for everybody after the day shift. The usual: Stocking, cleaning, etc. Doing their list for the day, which I only get maybe three items done off of it since I have to do my own chit too. sighs I don't get paid enough to do this chit, honestly...not even real benefits to speak of. I might as well call myself a modern lackey and be done with it. Ahhhh but there is new ..news..to report!
My other half got a new job, making more money than his previous "lackey" job. ooo i like that word lackey, i should use it more often then people will really think i've lost my f'n mind! laughs
I've decided to follow in his footsteps and look for another job whether i like it or not. I'm tired of being treated like a child and yet given more and more work to do without getting more pay. it's bs. yes yes, i know everyone complains about their jobs, everyone is stressed..but you know what..since Everyone gets to complain and i have to stand there with a fake smile on my face listening and afterwards saying, "have a nice day!" why the fck cant I?
.................are you going to argue with me on this? I think not. lol
oh wait...i bet my man is secretly glowing in happiness knowing that i'm following his path without pushing me to do so...aint life grand. bastrd. lol
Lets see what else...thinking....blinking...thinking.....where's the start up button to my brain..i think i need to reboot. . . . OW~! yeah that worked.
Oh! my guy and i have had enough money to buy a few more miniatures for forgotten realms..yayyy. yeah, screw you, i love D&D. quit looking at me like that. heh hmmmmm....oh and the cats are NOT getting to them or they'll be flying and not In the apt.
Christmas..sighs yes lets get this over with shall we? went to my grandmother's with my mom, brother, and my man. Rather uneventful, although my grandmother can cook for a friggin army, my god. you never leave her house on an empty stomach. i'm surprised my man didnt go into diabetic shock or worse yet a coma. got a few nice clothes, ooo and several gift cards..we spent them all the next day. of course. But! we bought a candles creation set and we will be making our own candles instead of spending outrageous prices at wally world.
New years. oh. my. god. need i say more? wait, blog. yes. nevermind...anyway,
stone sober with natosha, my man and her friend jen..talking of crazy chit, popping toes, snapping floggers....no you freaks we were completely DRESSED...although, i do have some fading marks when Miss N decided to crack my lower back which wasnt completely covered apparently by my shirt. lovvvvelyyyy. all because my man decided "hey lets have some fun and hold tessa in a hug..go ahead Natosha..snap her a good one!" jackass. lol
"I dont think I deserved that". lol
And finally, I have to wait Six Damn Months before I can get the new Laurell K. Hamilton book. wtf. That totally sucks. What am I supposed to do in the meantime, fantasize about Jean Claude, richard, micah...nathaniel....all together in bed with anita blake and sigmund the penguin...and.......ummm.....hmmmmm...gotta go!!! LAUGHS
I'll update sooner since Natosha is letting me use her computer once again. later freaks! LOL
First of all, I'm stuck on night shift where I have to clean up for everybody after the day shift. The usual: Stocking, cleaning, etc. Doing their list for the day, which I only get maybe three items done off of it since I have to do my own chit too. sighs I don't get paid enough to do this chit, honestly...not even real benefits to speak of. I might as well call myself a modern lackey and be done with it. Ahhhh but there is new ..news..to report!
My other half got a new job, making more money than his previous "lackey" job. ooo i like that word lackey, i should use it more often then people will really think i've lost my f'n mind! laughs
I've decided to follow in his footsteps and look for another job whether i like it or not. I'm tired of being treated like a child and yet given more and more work to do without getting more pay. it's bs. yes yes, i know everyone complains about their jobs, everyone is stressed..but you know what..since Everyone gets to complain and i have to stand there with a fake smile on my face listening and afterwards saying, "have a nice day!" why the fck cant I?
.................are you going to argue with me on this? I think not. lol
oh wait...i bet my man is secretly glowing in happiness knowing that i'm following his path without pushing me to do so...aint life grand. bastrd. lol
Lets see what else...thinking....blinking...thinking.....where's the start up button to my brain..i think i need to reboot. . . . OW~! yeah that worked.
Oh! my guy and i have had enough money to buy a few more miniatures for forgotten realms..yayyy. yeah, screw you, i love D&D. quit looking at me like that. heh hmmmmm....oh and the cats are NOT getting to them or they'll be flying and not In the apt.
Christmas..sighs yes lets get this over with shall we? went to my grandmother's with my mom, brother, and my man. Rather uneventful, although my grandmother can cook for a friggin army, my god. you never leave her house on an empty stomach. i'm surprised my man didnt go into diabetic shock or worse yet a coma. got a few nice clothes, ooo and several gift cards..we spent them all the next day. of course. But! we bought a candles creation set and we will be making our own candles instead of spending outrageous prices at wally world.
New years. oh. my. god. need i say more? wait, blog. yes. nevermind...anyway,
stone sober with natosha, my man and her friend jen..talking of crazy chit, popping toes, snapping floggers....no you freaks we were completely DRESSED...although, i do have some fading marks when Miss N decided to crack my lower back which wasnt completely covered apparently by my shirt. lovvvvelyyyy. all because my man decided "hey lets have some fun and hold tessa in a hug..go ahead Natosha..snap her a good one!" jackass. lol
"I dont think I deserved that". lol
And finally, I have to wait Six Damn Months before I can get the new Laurell K. Hamilton book. wtf. That totally sucks. What am I supposed to do in the meantime, fantasize about Jean Claude, richard, micah...nathaniel....all together in bed with anita blake and sigmund the penguin...and.......ummm.....hmmmmm...gotta go!!! LAUGHS
I'll update sooner since Natosha is letting me use her computer once again. later freaks! LOL
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