Tonight i had the unfortunate experience of listening in on cassca and N verbally enhancing what may have been the most stupidest film cassca has bought for ten bucks.
I was searching the net out of boredom in the same room, looking thru Trapt sites and checking email while hearing this shit and off and on looking towards the screen to see what the fuck they were ripping on. Half way through, i said..."if you don't shut up i'm shuttin it off" but i was too damn tired from my usual long ass day at work to get up. Maybe i should've just done it.
said title of my blog entry its explanation,
i had said after the film FINALLY finished, my brain's bleeding a menstrual cycle i wish i had a tampon for it!! Does that give you a clue as to what i went thru tonight???
now i'm going to smoke a cigarette...reflect on the stupidity of that film and laugh my fuckin ass off repeatedly with cassca and N....shoving a tampon in my ear and then go to bed.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Monday, September 17, 2007
F. Off. Die. Hot Stuff. DIEEEE.
I haven't been able to put anything in here due to dealing with LIFE. Does that explain anything to all of you? yeah.
First off!
I'm sick and frickin tired of running my got damn ass off all the time. The second I get up until the moment I hit the bed, I'm on my feet and they are throbbing. Yay. Rah.
Second!
Catch up....yeah you'll understand in a moment you instant gratification people...
Where I work:
People have been quitting left and freakin right. My best friend is still "technically" a co worker, she'll be helping to clean so thank god for that...but this doofus gary...oi vey...he seemed great at first, my fiance and I liked working with him. Then last friday, he pulls this assinine chit.
He just walks the F out after two hours into his shift without telling Us why. My fiance is forced by upper management to call him and beg him to come back. He finds out that gary left due to another co worker who he claims was "flirting with customers, not helping, and leaving messes for him to clean up". uh. huh.
So then we get her side of the story after we're all fuming at this point. jesus christ. Here he was saying not more than 24hrs before to her that, "he's had it with the food industry..he hates cleaning up after people.." on and on and freakin on. We believe her because when she was cornered, the look of pure confusion was on her face and then anger that he used her as a scapegoat. We were so damn happy that she didn't quit right then and there.
Okayyyyyy..now the REAL fun part....
During all of this bull chit, health inspector shows up...the hot stuff rep shows up in the MIDDLE of Lunch Rush and he was told not to do this but apparently he forgot to pull his tiny dick out of his brain stem. heh.
Meanwhile...I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off, trying to throw and make 6inch and 8inch pizzas every got damn 8mins. I felt like Lucy in that chocolate factory episode...although i wasnt stuffing pizzas down my shirt or in my mouth. HA! Fuck that..ewwwwww nastyyyyy f'n pizzas...I hate pizzas because of this job. blech.
Then to top off our friday...right after we rush two of our four beloved cats to the vet. Syd has got an infection in his bladder and that's what was causing his weight gain. So he's on anti biotics. That's a joy to give him pepto looking nasty chit down his throat while getting scratch marks the size of grand canyon lines on my arms. oi. Vivi just needed his yearly shots and the boys have never been seperated so we did a two cats with one...whatever. You get the point.lol
There...I have updated this blog. I will return when I am damn well ready. HA~
First off!
I'm sick and frickin tired of running my got damn ass off all the time. The second I get up until the moment I hit the bed, I'm on my feet and they are throbbing. Yay. Rah.
Second!
Catch up....yeah you'll understand in a moment you instant gratification people...
Where I work:
People have been quitting left and freakin right. My best friend is still "technically" a co worker, she'll be helping to clean so thank god for that...but this doofus gary...oi vey...he seemed great at first, my fiance and I liked working with him. Then last friday, he pulls this assinine chit.
He just walks the F out after two hours into his shift without telling Us why. My fiance is forced by upper management to call him and beg him to come back. He finds out that gary left due to another co worker who he claims was "flirting with customers, not helping, and leaving messes for him to clean up". uh. huh.
So then we get her side of the story after we're all fuming at this point. jesus christ. Here he was saying not more than 24hrs before to her that, "he's had it with the food industry..he hates cleaning up after people.." on and on and freakin on. We believe her because when she was cornered, the look of pure confusion was on her face and then anger that he used her as a scapegoat. We were so damn happy that she didn't quit right then and there.
Okayyyyyy..now the REAL fun part....
During all of this bull chit, health inspector shows up...the hot stuff rep shows up in the MIDDLE of Lunch Rush and he was told not to do this but apparently he forgot to pull his tiny dick out of his brain stem. heh.
Meanwhile...I'm running around like a chicken with my head cut off, trying to throw and make 6inch and 8inch pizzas every got damn 8mins. I felt like Lucy in that chocolate factory episode...although i wasnt stuffing pizzas down my shirt or in my mouth. HA! Fuck that..ewwwwww nastyyyyy f'n pizzas...I hate pizzas because of this job. blech.
Then to top off our friday...right after we rush two of our four beloved cats to the vet. Syd has got an infection in his bladder and that's what was causing his weight gain. So he's on anti biotics. That's a joy to give him pepto looking nasty chit down his throat while getting scratch marks the size of grand canyon lines on my arms. oi. Vivi just needed his yearly shots and the boys have never been seperated so we did a two cats with one...whatever. You get the point.lol
There...I have updated this blog. I will return when I am damn well ready. HA~
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
First of all...WHY CAN"T I TITLE MY BLOG!?!?!?!?! LOL
Laurell K. Hamilton, my most fave author, can't title hers either!
Anyway, I know it's been a while, but dealing with the 4th of July amongst other things has gotten the best of me lately. I won't go into details, just that it has been a VERY long holiday that I am still trying to recover from.
I have a friend coming to visit sonn, hopefully. He has been invited to a wedding, so he said he would stop by and see me.
Dreams as of late?
Being a samauri. Do not ask me. Maybe in a previous life. Who knows.
Still having the dream of the tattoo also....thinks....need more money! LOL
Okay, enough rambling for now.
Ciao!
Laurell K. Hamilton, my most fave author, can't title hers either!
Anyway, I know it's been a while, but dealing with the 4th of July amongst other things has gotten the best of me lately. I won't go into details, just that it has been a VERY long holiday that I am still trying to recover from.
I have a friend coming to visit sonn, hopefully. He has been invited to a wedding, so he said he would stop by and see me.
Dreams as of late?
Being a samauri. Do not ask me. Maybe in a previous life. Who knows.
Still having the dream of the tattoo also....thinks....need more money! LOL
Okay, enough rambling for now.
Ciao!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Poem Written Out Of The Blue
Even though you have drifted away, I am still here if and\or when you need me.
You will not know if or when you need me, but you will, and I will be waiting.
I am right where you left me. I have always been here and I will always be here for you.
Waiting patiently for you to cry out for my help.
Then, and only then will I help you out.
Once my work is done, I will go back into the shadows and wait until you call for me again.
Yes, I am always watching and waiting.
Waiting for you to call for me.
You will not know if or when you need me, but you will, and I will be waiting.
I am right where you left me. I have always been here and I will always be here for you.
Waiting patiently for you to cry out for my help.
Then, and only then will I help you out.
Once my work is done, I will go back into the shadows and wait until you call for me again.
Yes, I am always watching and waiting.
Waiting for you to call for me.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Monday, March 19, 2007
Fill In's And Dreams
I know, I know, I haven't updated in a while. DEAL WITH IT!!! lol
Anyway, here's my update.
I HAVE A SORE MOUTH!
End.
The dream....
I was in the psych ward, not as nurse or even a patient. I was sneaking in to get Zackery out. I don't know why she was in there or how I was going to get her out, but I knew I had to. No matter the cost.
That's all I can remember.
Hope to add soon.
Anyway, here's my update.
I HAVE A SORE MOUTH!
End.
The dream....
I was in the psych ward, not as nurse or even a patient. I was sneaking in to get Zackery out. I don't know why she was in there or how I was going to get her out, but I knew I had to. No matter the cost.
That's all I can remember.
Hope to add soon.
Friday, January 26, 2007
Pain, Suffering And Dreams
Oh, let's see....
Pain?
Yeah, I have lots of it. Mostly in my jaw on the right side. Only because I have a tooth that is infected and I have no way of getting it taken out. You know, shitty job (which I have mentioned before), no insurance, no money. You get the idea.
Suffering?
Yeah. That's me right now. You know, it is pretty sad when not even nicotine can overcome the pain I am in right now.
Dreams?
Yeah. About that. Lately I have been having this dream being rich (HAHAHA!) and getting a red dragon tattoo on my back, neck, arms side and stomach. For you that don't get what I mean, the head of the dragon is facing right on my neck, the body of the dragon on my back, with the tail wrapping itself around my side onto my stomach with the tip hitting the edge of my belly button, the wings of the dragon going down my arms with the tips hitting my middle knuckle. Yeah it may sound weird to you, but I LOVE the idea.
Well that's it for now. Will write again soon, hopefully.
Pain?
Yeah, I have lots of it. Mostly in my jaw on the right side. Only because I have a tooth that is infected and I have no way of getting it taken out. You know, shitty job (which I have mentioned before), no insurance, no money. You get the idea.
Suffering?
Yeah. That's me right now. You know, it is pretty sad when not even nicotine can overcome the pain I am in right now.
Dreams?
Yeah. About that. Lately I have been having this dream being rich (HAHAHA!) and getting a red dragon tattoo on my back, neck, arms side and stomach. For you that don't get what I mean, the head of the dragon is facing right on my neck, the body of the dragon on my back, with the tail wrapping itself around my side onto my stomach with the tip hitting the edge of my belly button, the wings of the dragon going down my arms with the tips hitting my middle knuckle. Yeah it may sound weird to you, but I LOVE the idea.
Well that's it for now. Will write again soon, hopefully.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Ding Dong Christmas is Gone, Long Live Boredom and stress!
I dont know where to start......
First of all, I'm stuck on night shift where I have to clean up for everybody after the day shift. The usual: Stocking, cleaning, etc. Doing their list for the day, which I only get maybe three items done off of it since I have to do my own chit too. sighs I don't get paid enough to do this chit, honestly...not even real benefits to speak of. I might as well call myself a modern lackey and be done with it. Ahhhh but there is new ..news..to report!
My other half got a new job, making more money than his previous "lackey" job. ooo i like that word lackey, i should use it more often then people will really think i've lost my f'n mind! laughs
I've decided to follow in his footsteps and look for another job whether i like it or not. I'm tired of being treated like a child and yet given more and more work to do without getting more pay. it's bs. yes yes, i know everyone complains about their jobs, everyone is stressed..but you know what..since Everyone gets to complain and i have to stand there with a fake smile on my face listening and afterwards saying, "have a nice day!" why the fck cant I?
.................are you going to argue with me on this? I think not. lol
oh wait...i bet my man is secretly glowing in happiness knowing that i'm following his path without pushing me to do so...aint life grand. bastrd. lol
Lets see what else...thinking....blinking...thinking.....where's the start up button to my brain..i think i need to reboot. . . . OW~! yeah that worked.
Oh! my guy and i have had enough money to buy a few more miniatures for forgotten realms..yayyy. yeah, screw you, i love D&D. quit looking at me like that. heh hmmmmm....oh and the cats are NOT getting to them or they'll be flying and not In the apt.
Christmas..sighs yes lets get this over with shall we? went to my grandmother's with my mom, brother, and my man. Rather uneventful, although my grandmother can cook for a friggin army, my god. you never leave her house on an empty stomach. i'm surprised my man didnt go into diabetic shock or worse yet a coma. got a few nice clothes, ooo and several gift cards..we spent them all the next day. of course. But! we bought a candles creation set and we will be making our own candles instead of spending outrageous prices at wally world.
New years. oh. my. god. need i say more? wait, blog. yes. nevermind...anyway,
stone sober with natosha, my man and her friend jen..talking of crazy chit, popping toes, snapping floggers....no you freaks we were completely DRESSED...although, i do have some fading marks when Miss N decided to crack my lower back which wasnt completely covered apparently by my shirt. lovvvvelyyyy. all because my man decided "hey lets have some fun and hold tessa in a hug..go ahead Natosha..snap her a good one!" jackass. lol
"I dont think I deserved that". lol
And finally, I have to wait Six Damn Months before I can get the new Laurell K. Hamilton book. wtf. That totally sucks. What am I supposed to do in the meantime, fantasize about Jean Claude, richard, micah...nathaniel....all together in bed with anita blake and sigmund the penguin...and.......ummm.....hmmmmm...gotta go!!! LAUGHS
I'll update sooner since Natosha is letting me use her computer once again. later freaks! LOL
First of all, I'm stuck on night shift where I have to clean up for everybody after the day shift. The usual: Stocking, cleaning, etc. Doing their list for the day, which I only get maybe three items done off of it since I have to do my own chit too. sighs I don't get paid enough to do this chit, honestly...not even real benefits to speak of. I might as well call myself a modern lackey and be done with it. Ahhhh but there is new ..news..to report!
My other half got a new job, making more money than his previous "lackey" job. ooo i like that word lackey, i should use it more often then people will really think i've lost my f'n mind! laughs
I've decided to follow in his footsteps and look for another job whether i like it or not. I'm tired of being treated like a child and yet given more and more work to do without getting more pay. it's bs. yes yes, i know everyone complains about their jobs, everyone is stressed..but you know what..since Everyone gets to complain and i have to stand there with a fake smile on my face listening and afterwards saying, "have a nice day!" why the fck cant I?
.................are you going to argue with me on this? I think not. lol
oh wait...i bet my man is secretly glowing in happiness knowing that i'm following his path without pushing me to do so...aint life grand. bastrd. lol
Lets see what else...thinking....blinking...thinking.....where's the start up button to my brain..i think i need to reboot. . . . OW~! yeah that worked.
Oh! my guy and i have had enough money to buy a few more miniatures for forgotten realms..yayyy. yeah, screw you, i love D&D. quit looking at me like that. heh hmmmmm....oh and the cats are NOT getting to them or they'll be flying and not In the apt.
Christmas..sighs yes lets get this over with shall we? went to my grandmother's with my mom, brother, and my man. Rather uneventful, although my grandmother can cook for a friggin army, my god. you never leave her house on an empty stomach. i'm surprised my man didnt go into diabetic shock or worse yet a coma. got a few nice clothes, ooo and several gift cards..we spent them all the next day. of course. But! we bought a candles creation set and we will be making our own candles instead of spending outrageous prices at wally world.
New years. oh. my. god. need i say more? wait, blog. yes. nevermind...anyway,
stone sober with natosha, my man and her friend jen..talking of crazy chit, popping toes, snapping floggers....no you freaks we were completely DRESSED...although, i do have some fading marks when Miss N decided to crack my lower back which wasnt completely covered apparently by my shirt. lovvvvelyyyy. all because my man decided "hey lets have some fun and hold tessa in a hug..go ahead Natosha..snap her a good one!" jackass. lol
"I dont think I deserved that". lol
And finally, I have to wait Six Damn Months before I can get the new Laurell K. Hamilton book. wtf. That totally sucks. What am I supposed to do in the meantime, fantasize about Jean Claude, richard, micah...nathaniel....all together in bed with anita blake and sigmund the penguin...and.......ummm.....hmmmmm...gotta go!!! LAUGHS
I'll update sooner since Natosha is letting me use her computer once again. later freaks! LOL
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