Rantings And Other Things...

I know, I know. I haven't updated in a while. i've been busy! GIVE ME A BREAK damnit. Work sucks like usual. I seem to have to pull the weight of three people, not including myself. It's starting to really, really, REALLY piss me off to the point i'm buying the Press and Tribune to look for another job. I had to do backstock yesterday. Took me two hours, and put me behind on my cleaning schedule for the night. Pisses me off that they (my mother mainly) only gave me three days to work out of seven. Although I ended up working on Sunday because a co-worker's grandfather died, so that makes what? Oh, yeah. A whole four out of seven days. Woohoo. I guss it's better than no job, but still...If I didn't have so much fucking stress right now, maybe I'd relax, but right now I'm in the process of moving my stuff out of my ex's and into Natosha's. Plus, I have had some problems with a certain someone who shall remain nameless, though you know who you are, telling me never to contact them in any form, but they can send me forwards and shit. It's not fair I tell you. If I cannot contact you, you should not be able to contact me. There, I've said it. God I hope they forgive me. Although ironically, I am learning to live without speaking to them, which I thought I could never do. Anyways, if you're reading this, you know I care for you and will always be here for you no matter what you say or do to me. I will always be your friend even though you push me away. Blah. I hate being mushy, but it's all true. I will be here for you. No matter what. So do as you wish with the e-mail I sent to you and post a comment on here if you wish, though I doubt you will. You haven't yet. Though I am told you do read my blog. I really wish you would contact me somehow. I miss you. I doubt you miss me though. You have enough going on in your life without me, so I will just go on with my life like I never knew you and if by chance you do contact me again, it will be a great joy in my life, because you were a great influence in it for the short period of time I have known you. Hope you get through everything you are going through fine and if you ever need me I will be here.Well, that is all I can think of to rant about right now. More to come probably.