Lost In My Own Mind...

Here's how it stared...

I could hardly sleep one night. I don't know why, but I kept being woke up by something/someone, but when I did sleep, my subconcious would wake up...

Here's part of what I was "dreaming"...

I subconciously woke up, looked around trying to figure out where I was. It finally dawned on me that I was at the begining of one of those mazes of bushes. I took a few steps into it and I started hearing a voice.

At first I couldn't hear what s/he was saying, but when I went in further, I heard, "Tessa...", "Tessa, come to me..". I shouted, "Who are you?" "Where are you?", but got only "Come to me Tessa...please...come to me."

Yeah, I was a little hesitent at first, but the voice seemed to get more desperate every time i heard it. So, I started walking, not knowing which direction to go, but then something started "pulling" at me. It seemed like it wanted me to follow it. So, I slowly started to walk with what/whoever was "pulling" at me. It stared pulling arder, so i started to walk faster and faster til i was at a full out run, but then I got to thinking, subconciously that is, "How am I knowing when to turn, what direcion to turn, and when to go straight?"

Then I thought, someone I know is here...but where? So, I just keep on going, and as I'm running, I keep hearing, "Tessa...come to me Tessa...please...".

Yeah, I'm freaked by now, but I keep going. Not like I have a choice though, because what/whoever is pulling me, is now pushing me too. I come to a "T" section, what/whoever is pushing and pulling at me makes me stop. Don't ask me why, but it does.

I happen to look to the left and there Zackery stands. I think "WTF is my Zacky Pooh doing here?" Then my face gets pushed to the right and there Natosha stands. I 'm now thinking "WTF is going on here? Do I have to make a choice?"

Of course, by the time I'm thinking all this, my stupid alarm clock is going off. I mean, I could "hear" something, but didn't recognize it til it got louder.

Well, that is all for now...

Hopefully by writing this down, the dream will come back to me and be able to update all of you that care.